October 2010
I really freaking miss you.
Sorry.
just one like on a tumblr post makes me feel...
it makes me feel like at least someone else out in the world feels the same way i do.
i feel less alone.
i should NOT have eaten chocolate.
i will never go to sleep. ever.
“Please don’t get me wrong because I’ll never let this go. But I...”
“I could follow you to the beginning
And just relive the start
And maybe then...”
– Paramore
I love how no one pays attention to me when I am happy.
So.
I pierced my septum friday and I got my first tattoo touched up today.
I have inflicted entirely too much pain on myself in less than a week.
well i was going to go get my septum pierced
but i don’t have anyone to go with me. “/ story of my life.
no friends.
that was really rude.
and it hurt my feelings.
not like you care or anything. but it did.
i wish i were cute.
so. i'm about 99.9999999% sure that i'm gonna get...
who’s excited?
well….i am at least.
"/
that hurt. it wasn’t even anything. it just…..hurt.
going to bed. [bad mood]
I’m ready to forget but I’m not ready to forgive.
Fuck you, Fuck You, Fuck You, You're cool, and...
i watched half baked TWICE the other night. lol.
upset.
again.
awesome.
why do i do this to myself every freaking time?
I hate being a nice guy.
welldonegryffindor:
Being nice has got me nowhere in the last 18 years. I want so bad to just say go to hell to the people that I so desperately want out of my head. But I can’t. Can’t, and probably never will. I will always be stepped on by smarter, meaner, and better people. Why can’t I be the jerk that gets everything and everyone because he’s that much of a jerk? It sucks to be me right...
i hate being like this.
i’m just complaining for no reason.
i'm so FREAKING upset.
i’m tired of being a nice and well liked person but still getting no where.
but i’m not going to turn my back on my ways. i refuse to fall into old habits. i will be a good person and i won’t let the world get me down no matter how much it beats me up.
it's hard to feel sorry for you when the thing you...
hi pot. i’m the kettle. i just really wanted to let you know that you are extremely black.
wow.
Haven't you ever heard one of those "the one that...
Key words there got away. Yeah.
i miss that feeling that somebody somewhere could possibly care.
i haven’t felt that feeling in a long time.
i don’t expect it to come around anytime soon.
“Give us clean hands.
Give us pure hearts.
Let us not lift our souls to...”
